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~synyster19
Rob D
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Inhale aggression and exhale doom
Male
21 years old
Last Online: 2 days 1 hour ago
Registered: December 15th, 2007, 3:36 PM EST
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Live Again by Silent Civilian
2 weeks 4 days ago
Listen here.

Is this debt unpaid, for this life I've lived
I've felt the scorn of many others
So I turn the page, not much left to give
I try to keep from going under
Hold still, breathe slow
Understanding what I've done
With so many years to go
Pushing My fear aside
I heal from the wounds of my past
In the many dreams that died

Live Again, Without fear
Live Again, Trust Reborn
Live Again, Almost there
Live Again, Won't conform

Can I learn to give back the things I stole
Will I ever be forgiven, Cause I cannot Relive
My life inside this hole
Made up of this world we live in

Live Again, Without fear
Live Again, Trust Reborn
Live Again, Almost there
Live Again, Won't conform

I will not conform, NO

Constantly I am reminded by my scars
That I am responsible for starting wars
I will rise above the ashes of my past
Knowing all these insecurities won't last
Live Again

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About Me

My name is Rob. I'd like to contribute wallpapers, but I don't feel creative very often and my Photoshop skills are kinda lame. So that probably won't happen.

Not much going on with me lately. Life just seems to drag on. Passing me by as I stand still. Always the same monotony every day. Really getting tired of everything. Not everyone, but some people...

Anime: Most of it
Band: 3 Doors Down, 12 Stones, 36 Crazyfists, Adema, The Agony Scene, All That Remains, Alter Bridge, Ankla, Annihilator, Another Black Day, Arch Enemy, Arsis, As I Lay Dying, Atreyu, Audioslave, The Autumn Offering, Avenged Sevenfold, The Black Dahlia Murder, Black Label Society, Black Stone Cherry, Bleeding Through, Blinded Colony, Bloodsimple, Breaking Benjamin, Bullet For My Valentine, Byzantine, Chevelle, Children of Bodom, Chimaira, Chiodos, Coal Chamber, Coheed and Cambria, Cradle of Filth, Crossfade, Daath, Daemon, Damageplan, Dark Tranquility, Darkest Hour, Deadlock, The Defaced, Dethklok, DevilDriver, Diecast, Dimmu Borgir, Disarmonia Mundi, Disturbed, Divine Heresy, Dog Fashion Disco, Dope, Dragonforce, Droid, Drowning Pool, Dropping Daylight, Dry Kill Logic, Element Eighty, Every Time I Die, Eyes Set To Kill, Exit Ten, Five Finger Death Punch, Flaw, God Forbid, Godsmack, The Haunted, Hell Within, Hellyeah, Himsa, The Human Abstract, Hurt, Hypocrisy, iLL Nino, In Flames, It Dies Today, Kamelot, Karnivool, Kataklysm, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Lamb of God, Losing Sun, Lyzanxia, Machine Head, Marilyn Manson, Mastodon, Maximum the Hormone, Megadeth, Meshugga, Metallica, Motograter, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, myGrain, Naildown, Necrophagist, Nickelback, Nightwish, Nine Inch Nails, Nonpoint, The Ocean, Opeth, Origin, Pantera, Papa Roach, Poisonblack, Protest the Hero, Psychostick, Ra, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Rev Theory, Rob Zombie, Saliva, Satariel, Scar Symmetry, Scum of the Earth, Seether, Sevendust, Shadows Fall, Shinedown, Silent Civilian, Sixx A.M., Skindred, The Sleeping, Slipknot, Soil, Soilwork, Sonic Syndicate, Soulfly, Staind, Static X, Stemm, Stone Sour, Submersed, Sylosis, Symphony X, System of a Down, Tantric, Taproot, Tenacious D, Theory of a Deadman, Thought Chamber, Threat Signal, Three Days Grace, Throwdown, Tool, Trivium, The Union Underground, Velvet Revolver, Warmen, Winds of Plague, Within Temptation
Browser: Firefox
Hobby: Playing Guitar....but mainly DS now....
Image Editor: Photoshop CS2
Language: English
MP3 Player: iPod nano (3rd gen)
Operating System: Windows XP
TV Show: Penn and Teller: Bullshit, The Office, Frasier, South Park, so on and so forth
Wallpaper Style: No skill to make any

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~kittylove
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How many hearts destined to break
6 days 5 hours ago
HAPPY HALLOWEEN

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~Roxie-Rae
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Someday. It never really comes, does it?
3 weeks 2 days ago
Hey Rob! I am being so lazy today lol, I have been watching tv all day long! Well when I'm not doing that I'm online! I guess I could get even lazier and take my laptop and while tv while staying on the internet. I had to drive into Houston yesterday and that was no fun at all. It was pouring down raining so I couldn't see well and missed my exit. So then I was lost in Houston. It was terrible.
So how have you been? Any luck with the job hunt?

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~Roxie-Rae
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Someday. It never really comes, does it?
1 month 1 week ago
A job at Target would be neat. Too bad they didn't hire you. I wish we had a Target around here, but we have to drive 45 minutes up near Houston to go to one. But we drive up there at least once a week cause I live in a little podunk town where we have NO where to shop. Well a teeny tiny Wal-Mart that isn't even a Super center or open 24 hours, lol. I hope someone hires you soon, cause I am guessing with no job you are in need of some money lol. And you can't do without money it seems.

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~Roxie-Rae
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Someday. It never really comes, does it?
1 month 1 week ago
I have been playing Guitar Hero 5 also, its got about 4 songs I like on it lol. I want to get the Beatles one, but I might wait a while on it. Just cause I don't play often. Maybe you could get a job at Wal-Mart if you have one in your town. I used to work in the pharmacy at the one here, its not a great job, but it could be worse and the pay is decent.

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~Roxie-Rae
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Someday. It never really comes, does it?
1 month 1 week ago
Wow sounds boring LOL. Just kidding, well sort of cause my life is super boring. So what kind of games do you play?? I've been playing Halo:ODST these last few days, its not as fun as the other Halo games though, so that sucks. What kind of job are you wanting?

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~Roxie-Rae
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Someday. It never really comes, does it?
1 month 2 weeks ago
Yay were friends now LOL. Umm things are good I guess. Just stay at home all the time it seems taking care of my son. But its fun. So what's up with you?

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~Roxie-Rae
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Someday. It never really comes, does it?
1 month 2 weeks ago
That is true. Sure, we can be friends.

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~Roxie-Rae
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Someday. It never really comes, does it?
1 month 2 weeks ago
Hello!! All of Kitty's friends are so friendly, they always come and tell my hello on my page. Actually thats where most of my friends came from lol, I can't make my own friends haha.

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~kittylove
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How many hearts destined to break
1 month 2 weeks ago
Hey Syn, i'm doing pretty good, i've been working some this week. LoL
so how have you been doing ?
yep she is, she's a real peach >:3 emoticon

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~crimsontide14
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BUZZFEST WAS AWESOME
1 month 3 weeks ago
Yup thats the only reason y i got a job cause i wanted to buy stuff and you need money for that damn it

well then good luck on finding a job

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~crimsontide14
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BUZZFEST WAS AWESOME
1 month 3 weeks ago
Im doing good i got a job wich sucks and the hrs sucks so i dont have alot of time to be on AP like i used to

how are you

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~kittylove
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How many hearts destined to break
1 month 3 weeks ago
Hey Syn!
oh i know right! now i so cant wait for the Zelda game.
cool today i bought Nickelback Dark horse, great songs on it!
and i found a new band, i'm sure you've heard of them, Sick Puppies, they sound really cool.

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~kittylove
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How many hearts destined to break
1 month 4 weeks ago
Hey Syn! yeah its been a while. but i've been doing pretty good, thanks for asking.
and how are you? how is life these days? ^_^

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~amerie1994
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1+1 = 2 So then.....U + Me = How Many Kids
4 months 2 weeks ago
Robbby!

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~TheFlameAlchemist
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"Believe in the me, who believes in you"
7 months 3 weeks ago
Computers are a big thing for me lately. Though I'm not the type to take them apart and put them back together, I'd leave that up to my brother =P My Graphic Design class is basically 3-4 hours of just playing around on the computer, mainly with programs. The MAC computers we use are great, but we use a PC version on it since the teacher isn't all up-to-date on how MACs work.

Aw, why not? All you need is to practice every so often ;D